

365 Days.
One year. I started this year (as in May 2018-May 2019) in Homerton hospital, surrounded by drips full of fluids all determined to get me...


A good old fashioned non-booze-up-booze-up.
It's been almost a year since I made the decision to cut out drink and drugs from my life. It's been hard at times of course, but never...


Hero's and Simple Pleasures.
Nothing satisfy's me atm, I'm completely bored and it doesn't help that someone who eased some of that boredom with daily laughter has...


Donuts for dinner
Day 313 of being sober… … and Day 6 of something entirely different. Today I woke up in bed, next to one of my best friends Sof. I had...


Jon Dory You Harley.
So, this is how it feels when one of your best friends die. You always kind of wonder what these insane things would feel like. It felt...


Mercury is fucking with us all.
Lots of my posts are positive - it's easy to write when things are going well...but what happens when the shit hits the fan and stresses...


Co-Dependancy / Imposter Syndrome.
I haven't written for ages...firstly, because I'm not feeling great and secondly because I've had imposter syndrome. Right now, it feels...


I'm bored and I'm an imposter.
I'm bored… and I’m an imposter! ‘I'm BORED....’ – this was a part of a blog post I had written just before Christmas. I read a phrase the...


Lets talk about #SoberSex
Let's talk about sex...sober sex. I don't know if this is weird but I've had more sex since being sober than when I was a 'boozy, 2-day...


It feels good to say no.
This is relevant on so many levels for me over the past few months. Since becoming sober I've slowly put myself first in many ways, not...